Feeling extremely grumpy. I have no idea why. Hate how I can't put a explanation to my emotions. Probably the time of the month nearing. So I just came back from Korea and I regret, REGRET gorging myself - Baskin Robbin, street food, coffee, snacks, late night suppers. Seriously, ate too much! And so the scales don't lie. Gained 1 fucking kg! Yup, and it's gonna stay with me forever! Consequences of being greedy. There are days when I look in the mirror and can't tell if I'm fat or just bloated. Pisses me off! One day everything's great, the next I'm like a frickin balloon. FUCK.

Just wanna lie in bed and never get up. My future Wait, what future... Life's so damn bleak, nothing worth looking forward to.